Tuesday, 11 October 2011

What a shite few months - not apologising for swearing either

My GP has been a compete cow since I had to move to her surgery back in January. She has called me in relentlessly over mix ups with medication and I've always felt she doesnt really take me too seriously. She's always making comments like 'you're too young to be on all this medication' and 'you shouldn't be around other ill people, it will make you feel iller'. What the hell?!!? I got referred to the Brompton heart and lung hospital (probably about 10 years ago now) and they have been investigating the respiratory stuff since then. They've (until now anyway) been really good and have referred me onto some ENT people and Gastro people as they think a lot of my breathing issues are complicated by something called laryngospasm where my vocal chords slam shut and stop me breathing in and out. But my GP goes and interferes and starts telling them all she doesn't like me seeing so many Dr's or having all this medication with me being so young. Why does she mess everything up. I have cancelled my registration with this Dr since finding this out obviously and am going to move elsewhere but she has already made an impact on some of the specialists that were so close to helping me out. I thought after I had the gastro op things would start improving, even with regards to my respiratory stuff but she has qui-boshed that now. I'm so upset and angry. I just feel like doing an escape mission to a dessert island somewhere and screaming!!!!!!!!!
And why the hell shouldn't I be friends with people with similar problems? I've actually found great support in other people who go through similar crap - more so than the people who are fine and dandy. Not sure where she thinks she got her qualification in psychiatry from to be making such a judgement! Dicks!

1 comment:

StuntmanRich said...

That was a top rant and fully justified.